Waikiki Mixer June 07

Sathya, Jen & Karuna


I was forced into this contest "THE FAT & UGLY MALE STRIPPERS" contest.
Guess what's the song? "I'm too sexy for my shirt...."



And the winner of the is.....



Beauty & the Beasts

Pandora

For a woman who's never afraid,
Of being her true self,
Of showing her true color,

Forever casting her aura,
Bright like the North Star,
Mystical like the Aurora,
Dangerous like the Pandora.


~Yanzer Lee
Dedicated to Mieke

Belaian Jiwa - Inuendo

seindah
tiada lagi kau kuingatkan
sayang kau hilang
menanti
biar sampai akhir hayat ku di dunia ini


kau tahu betapa ku sayang padamu
hanya bidadari sebagai ganti
hanya takdir menentukan ia
oh belaian jiwa

oh angin
sampaikan laguku padanya
yang sedih pilu
terimalah
laguku jadi teman hidupmu
tuk selamanya


sayang
kembalilah padaku
ku rindu belaianmu
ku harap kita bersama
selamanya

~ Lyrics by : Inuendo
Dedicated to Mieke

Mickey Mieke

Magic Canvas

I the painter, you are my magic canvas,
When i paint a tree, it becomes a forest,

I paint a riverm it becomes an ocean,
I paint the clouds, it becomes the heaven,

I paint your eyes, i saw wild fire,
I paint your face, i saw an angel,
I paint you body, i saw pure lust,
I paint the heaven, and i saw...
... us.

~ Yanzer Lee
Dedicated to Mieke

Come to me #2

baby, come to me,
no matter how far
by plane or sea,
by train or car,
need you here with me
kissing beneath the stars.

~ Yanzer Lee
Dedicated to Mieke

Mieke, Mieke

Mieke, Mieke, i love your name,
miss you so much, its insane,
Mieke, Mieke, wish you were here,
asleep in my arms, oh so dear.

~ Yanzer Lee
Dedicated to Mieke

Lalala

Your voice makes me lalala,
Your smile makes me hahaha,
Your glance makes me uh-lala,
Together we shall sing shalala!

~ Yanzer Lee
dedicated to Mieke

Grandma's Advice

Grandma once told me, "In life,
many thing will capture your eyes,
but only few will capture your heart,
These things you pursue no matter what."

~ Yanzer Lee
dedicated to Mieke

Yanzerism: Ritual to reach a Higher Counciousness

This is one of the many rituals scripted in the Bible of Yanzerism, to reach Higher Conciousness. This ritual is proven effective and fast, attaining similar results of practising 30 years of meditation.

1. Cult Gathering :
Choose a comfortable venue, with at least 3 devotees, ready spiritually.

2. Prepare the Offerings:
Preferably Vodka or Malibu - Whiskey will do too. Beer has slower result.

3. The Ritual:
Begin The "Fuzzy Duck" Chant. Initiate The "Thumb Master" Rules. Drink the sacred spirit accordingly through out the ritual.

4. Confession:
Drink the Holy Water of Truth. Then select one of the methods:
The "Truth or Dare" Confession or The "I never" Confession.

5. Reaching Higher Conciousness:
After the confession ritual, you should already reach the higher conciousness. Signs of reaching it is when you feel euphoric and begin to unleash your true self. You will think creatively and clearly without the restrain of norm bounded by the repressed society.

May your thirst for life be answered.
Yanzerism : Religion for The Thirst For Life

My daily routine

Refuse waking,
Eyes closing,
Still dreaming,
That's a "good morning".

Doing nothing,
Kept smiling,
Day dreaming,
What a "meaningful day".

Not eating,
Stars gazing,
Poem writing,
Night in the "shining l'amour'.

~Yanzer Lee
Dedicated to Mieke

When I look into your eyes

When I embrace you,
It feels like rain, so calm and soothing,
It feels like cloud, so soft and tender,
It feels like sunshine, warm and inspiring.

When I look into your eyes,
I see the stars, Oh I'm flying,
I see the sky, Oh I'm in heaven,
I see the ocean, Oh I'm drowning.

When I kiss your lips,
It's hurricane, my mind swirling,
It's tidal wave, my heart swept away,
It's wild fire, my passion fiercely burning!

~Yanzer Lee
Dedicated to Mieke

I miss you

Like the moon misses the stars,
Like the desert misses the rain,
Like the night misses the day,
I miss you, its driving me insane.

~Yanzer Lee
Dedicated to Mieke

Close to you ~ The Carpenters

Close to You Lyrics:
(The Carpenters)



Why do birds suddenly appear?

Every time you are near,,

Just like me,, They long to be close to you


Why do stars fall down from the sky?

Every time you walk by,,

Just like me ,, They long to be close to you


(*) on the day that you were born,, The angels got together and decided

To create a dream come true so they sprinkled moondust in your hair

Of gold and starlight in your eyes of blue


(**) that is why all the girls in town follow you all around

Just like me,, They long to be close to you


Just like me,, They long to be close to you

Woo... close to you...

For my dearest Tiger,,

~ Close to you - The Carpenters
Dedicated by Mieke

Protection Charm for Mieke

~ Design with Magik by Yanzer Lee
Dedicated to Mieke

KISS KISS - Holly Valance

Mmmuah.. Mmmuah..

When you look at me, tell me what you see,
This is what you get, it's the way I am.
When I look at you, I wanna be, I wanna be,
Somewhere close to heaven, with Neanderthal man.
Don't go, I know you wanna touch me, here, there and everywhere,
Sparks fly when we are together, you can't deny the facts of life.

You don't have to act like a star, trying moves in the back of your car,
But you know that we can go far, coz tonight you're gonna get my (kiss kiss).
Don't play the games that you play, coz you know that I won't run away,
Why aren't you asking me to stay, coz tonight I'm gonna give you my (kiss kiss).

You could be mine, baby, what's your star sign?
Won't you take a step into the lion's den?
I can hear my conscience calling you, calling you,
Say I'm gonna be a bad girl again.
Why don't you come on over, we can't leave this all undone,
Got a devil on my shoulder, there's no place for you to run.

Chorus
If you forget, I'll remind you, if you're paranoid, I'm behind you,
If you lose your head, I'll find you, sending you my kiss.
If you forget, I'll remind you, if you're paranoid, I'm behind you,
If you lose your head, I'll find you, kiss, kiss.

Don't, don't, (kiss kiss) I, I, don't, don't, ki-ki, I, I.
Don't, don't, Mmmuah.. don't, don't, don't, oh yeah.
Don't have to act like a, trying moves in the back of your,
But you know that we can go, coz tonight you're gonna get my.
Ahh, ahh, Mmmuah...

If you forget, I'll remind you, if you're paranoid, I'm behind you,
If you lose your head, I'll find you, sending you my kiss.
If you forget, I'll remind you, if you're paranoid, I'm behind you,
If you lose your head, I'll find you, kiss, kiss.

Don't, don't, (kiss kiss) I, I, don't, don't, ki-ki, I, I.
Don't, don't, Mmmuah.., don't, don't, don't, oh yeah.
Don't have to act like a, trying moves in the back of your,
But you know that we can go, coz tonight you're gonna get my.
Ahh, ahh, Mmmuah..

If you forget, I'll remind you, if you're paranoid, I'm behind you,
If you lose your head, I'll find you, sending you my kiss.v If you forget, I'll remind you, if you're paranoid, I'm behind you,
If you lose your head, I'll find you, kiss, kiss.

Don't, don't, (kiss kiss) I, I, don't, don't, ki-ki, I, I.
Don't, don't, Mmmuah.., don't, don't, don't, oh yeah.
Don't have to act like a, trying moves in the back of your,
But you know that we can go, coz tonight you're gonna get my.
Ahh, ahh, Mmmuah..

Lyrics from KISS KISS - Holly Valance
~ From Mieke to me :)

The chilly evening, i thought of you.

Wishing upon the evening stars,
to bring me closer to you,
Gazing upon the moon afar,
Wondering if you feel the same too...

Feeling the cool evening breeze,
Wish you were here, we shall embrace,
The wind so chilly, my bone it freezes,
Yet my heart warm with feeling your grace.

~Yanzer Lee
dedicated to Mieke

Ten2Five – I Will Fly

Ten2Five – I Will Fly

You know all the things I’ve said
You know all the things that we have done
And things I gave to you
there’s no chance for me to say
How precious you are in my life
And you know that is true

To be with you is all that I need
‘cause with you my life seems brighter
and these are all the things I wanna say, hey

I will fly into your arms
And be with you to the end of time
Why are you so far away
You know it’s very hard for me to get my self close to you

You’re the reason why I stay
You’re the one who can not believe
Our love will never end
Is it only in my dream ?
You’re the one who can not see this
How could you be so blind

To be with you is all that I need
‘cause with you my life seems brighter
And these are all the things I wanna say, hey

~ Lyrics by Ten2Five – I Will Fly
Dedicated to Mieke

Jakarta 07

Rotaract Club of XXXXXXXX


Good bye Sheraton Bandara



National Art Gallery ...

Yummy...


At Grand Hyatt Hotel...




Teh Botol, - what a great business!!






Bajaj ( pronounces as Bajai ) - Indonesia's version of Tut-Tut : Very Very scary...


nice deco in Sheraton Bandara

Me and Rahma outside the Indonesia's Monument Nasional

I await...

i await, for the day you arrive,
i await, for those tender kisses,
i await, for you to color my life,
i await, everyday, in you i misses...

~Yanzer Lee
dedicated to Mieke

Come to me

Fly to my arms wide open,
Sail to the ocean of my heart,
Walk into my secret garden,
Stay in my castle, never depart.

~ Yanzer Lee
Dedicated to Mieke

You made me

You are a poem, you made me a Shakespear,
You are a canvas, you made me a Painter,
You are the Venus, you made me a lover.

~ Yanzer Lee
Dedicated to Mieke

Twice the man

"I search the world to find myself - make myself a man.
I fell into you, and i found us - now I'm twice the man."

~ Yanzer Lee
Didicated to Mieke

Half Moon

Look up at the sky as you read this...

Half the moon in my chilly night,
Incomplete my heart, as i lay..
looking at stars forever bright,
Thinking of you from far away...

Bad girl, Tasty Sheep

You are my bad bad girl,
Daddy's gonna spank,
You'll fel the pain, girl,
And its me you gonna thank.

You better run girl,
For you're my tasty sheep,
You'd turn me into a Tiger,
Mmm.. I'm gonna make you weep.

Whenever, Whatever

Whenever I am stressed,
I'll look at your face smiling back,
Whenever I am mellow,
I'll listen to our song and i feel glad!!

Whatever power you possess,
the charm and calm from far away,
whatever power you possess,
sugar, you'd always made my day!!

~yanzer lee
Dedicated to Mieke

Close My Eyes

Only need i to close my eyes,
then alone i shall be with you,
romancing in the evening sky,
counting stars kissing you.

Only need i to ask my heart,
then the answers shall reveal,
if i the painter, you're my art,
its you... the feelings so real.

~Yanzer Lee

have no idea - by Mieke

I thought I've died already

years ago,,,

It wasn't joke nor comedy

kind of embargo,,,

Trust no one

I'm d Queen of EviL,,,

Became a swan

by a man in a little,,,

Something melt away inside

Something hot,,,

I have to decide

to cry or not,,,

Have no answer

but the tears came out,,,

Now I feel better

No more cloud,,,

A poem by Mieke

June 7th, 2007

Youth - by Mieke

To be an adult,,
That’s so difficult,,

I enjoy my youth still
Marriage is away for thousand mile
As far as I feel,,
I feel luck to be a girl,,

With all of my selfish,,
With all of my attitudes,,
With all of my habits,,
With all of my prostitutes,,

I love me just d way I am,,
And even if I’m changing,,
I’ll change in my way,,

I don’t need to be perfect,,
I don’t need to be smart,,
I don’t need to be pretty,,
I just need myself d way it is,,

A poem by Mieke
Nov, 2005

Love Bites

Oh yeah baby, make me sexy,
yeah burn deep into my skin,
Oh yeah sugar, c'mon bite me,
The pain, the marks, so addictin'

Oh yeah baby, make it last,
yeah give it to me, that feelin'
Lettin' a scar forever it cast,
the pure estacy it remindin'

- Yanzer Lee
Dedicated to Mieke

The Night that the Lights went Out in NYC

the lights went out in the city tonight
so close your eyes
gaze up at the heavens
and see if you can point me out

if I could have one wish tonight
I’d wish upon a satellite
to bring me back to you
bring me back to you
we spend our whole lives searching for
all the things we think we won
when never really knowing what we have

so many paths that we can take
to bring us to our destiny
gaze up at the heavens
and see if you can point me out

if I could have one wish tonight
I’d wish upon a satellite
to bring me back to you
bring me back to you
we spend our whole lives searching for
all the things we think we won
when never really knowing what we have

be careful what you wish for
these stars are fading out
be careful what you wish for
these stars are fading

if I could have one wish tonight
I’d wish upon a satellite
to bring me back to you
bring me back to you
we spend our whole lives searching for
all the things we think we won
when never really knowing what we have

if I could have one wish tonight
I’d wish upon a satellite
to bring me back to you
bring me back to you
we spend our whole lives searching for
all the things we think we won
then never really knowing what we have
what we have
what we have

~ Lyrics from The Ataris : The Night that the Lights went Out in NYC
Dedicated to Mieke

Dark - by Mieke 05 June 2005

Dark,, Darker than before,,
But I move still,,
Every single step I make,,
Makes no change to me,,

Tryin’ not to fall,,
Tryin’ to find the light,,
Never get there,,
I ask why,, why,, why,,
Still got no answer,,,

It’s getting dark here,,
Could find no body,,
Could hear no sound,,
Could never get there,,

Will somebody find me,,
Take me out of this darkness,,

Or should I find somebody,,

It’s getting dark here,,,
And I wonder no more,,
This is the place I called home,,

But I’m still trying to step out,,
I know I could,,,

~ Mieke : 05 June 2005

Jakarta Sky

Time & Tide passes me by,
Time - a giver, also a thief,
Delivered me those Jakarta Sky,
Stole my heart in time so brief.

Time & Tide passes me by,
Time & Time I wonder why,
Everytime I closes my eyes,
All I see is your Jawa Eyes.


~ Yanzer Lee
Dedicated to Mieke

Love Story

Whenever I'm alone with you
You make me feel like I am home again
Whenever I'm alone with you
You make me feel like I am whole again

Whenever I'm alone with you
You make me feel like I am young again
Whenever I'm alone with you
You make me feel like I am fun again

However far away, I will always love you
However long I stay, I will always love you
Whatever words I say, I will always love you
I will always love you

Whenever I'm alone with you
You make me feel like I am free again
Whenever I'm alone with you
You make me feel like I am clean again

However far away, I will always love you
However long I stay, I will always love you
Whatever words I say, I will always love you
I will always love you

~Lyrics from : 311, Love Song
Dedicated to Mieke