Jade

“Gold has a value; Jade is invaluable”, Chinese sayings.

Your polish and brilliance, iridescent brightness,
Represent the heaven, represents purity and rightness.
Born of mountain and of water, humbleness of mother earth,
Yet an admirable substance, shines like a person’s true worth.

You may look fragile, yet your perfect compactness,
Represent, wisdom, intelligence with sureness,
Your resonance, pure, prolonged, with such grace,
Represents music, clarity, sweetness and solace.

You are subtle yet truly a wonder,
Your beauty unbounded by age nor culture,
Interior flaws, showing through the transparency,
unafraid and proud… and that is true beauty.

For Jade, you represent Virtue, Grace and Beauty.

- Yanzer Lee

Senses

The lakes, I see your eyes.
Calm and deep, mesmerizes.

The wind, I hear your whisper,
Soft and Mellow, heart lifter.

The flowers, I smell your fragrance,
Intoxicating my innocence.

Honey wine, I taste your kissing,
Sweet and fiery, breath taking.

The night breeze, I touch you,
Desire and longing, our sweet adieu.

- Senses, by Yanzer Lee

Two Parts of A Soul

If...
After a lifetime, two parts of a soul,
finally found each other,
even for a moment, wouldn't it be wonderful,
that they can be together?

For...
As the moment will surely pass, for nothing ever lasts,
Yet memories shall remain, Absorbed into the grain,
of that two part of a single soul,
Pray comes the next voyage, they shall be...
... made whole.

Ask...
What is a moment compare to a lifetime?
But what are lifetimes compared to a true moments?

But...
Two parts of a soul shall wander,
till they find each other.

- Two Parts of A Soul,
by Yanzer Lee

Been busy-a-busy, boozy, everynight-a-dizzy,

Been busy-a-busy, boozy, everynight-a-dizzy,
Soon i shall-a-tumbling, fumbling-and-mumbling,
I seek equilibrium, some-of-a-determination,
Oh need-a-fuller-stronger-focused-Yanzer.

~ Yanzer Lee
Dedicated to the boy that took control

Take away my heart

Hide all the bruises,
Hide all the tears,
Put on a smile,
Put on a show,

Take away my heart,
Then maybe,

My scars will heal,
My tears will dry,
I will not ever feel,
It's the last time I'll cry.

True Pain - By Yanzer Lee

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It has been forever,

This beautiful torn in the heart,
This emptiness, this invisible scar,

For the longest time,
It became numb, frozen,
You can try not to remember,
Yet it will never be forgotten.

It’s consuming you,,
But you would not mind,
It’s taking over you,
And that’s just fine.

It became a part of you,
It’s like family,
The only thing you truly own,
The only thing that's real,

The only reason to stay alive,
The only lesson you will ever learn,
It’s the last feeling you shall ever feel.
The only friend that shall stay… till the end,

Only at the end,
You are allowed to know what it really meant.

~ Yanzer Lee

The Fighter

If you kick me, i shall punch,
If you throw me, i shall land,
If you bend me, i shall contract,
If you let me, i shall expand,
If you kill me, i shall survive,
If you believe me, i'll be your Man.

You know, and i know,
I am born a fighter,
You'll see and i will show,
I am born a winner,
You shall remember my vow,
Everyday I'll be stronger,
You will see, i'll take my bow,
When i break all barriers.

Dedicated to the strength i summon,
Dedicated to the force that holds me,
Dedicated to my inner demon,
Dedicated to you... who believed in me.

Lost

Floating around the sea of changes,
Looking for the treasure named Destiny,
Powerless against the waves and storm,
Cold and alone, i sail, day by day,
With half of the map,
A journey that can end up no where,

Searching for that treasure,
Searching,
Seeking,
Sailing.

If I succeed, i will be more than a man,
If I fail, i will be more than a fool,
Give me strength, give me hope,
My heart is floating, just like my ship,
Going no where, all hope seems so distance,
Yet, the only way, the only hope,
Is to keep on sailing, keep on searching,

Searching for that treasure,
Searching,
Seeking,
Sailing.

Angelic Eyes

Oh what angelic eyes you possess...
Like thousand stars beyond the sky...
Oh such burning glances it casts...
It's heavenly pleasure no man can deny.

Our days...

In the sunrise awaits a thousand morning kisses,
You shall tell me bout the weird lunch you had,
In the sunset i will come home to whom i misses,
And I'll be the one who shall tug you in our bed.

~Yanzer Lee
Dedicated to Mieke

Pandora

For a woman who's never afraid,
Of being her true self,
Of showing her true color,

Forever casting her aura,
Bright like the North Star,
Mystical like the Aurora,
Dangerous like the Pandora.


~Yanzer Lee
Dedicated to Mieke

Magic Canvas

I the painter, you are my magic canvas,
When i paint a tree, it becomes a forest,

I paint a riverm it becomes an ocean,
I paint the clouds, it becomes the heaven,

I paint your eyes, i saw wild fire,
I paint your face, i saw an angel,
I paint you body, i saw pure lust,
I paint the heaven, and i saw...
... us.

~ Yanzer Lee
Dedicated to Mieke

Come to me #2

baby, come to me,
no matter how far
by plane or sea,
by train or car,
need you here with me
kissing beneath the stars.

~ Yanzer Lee
Dedicated to Mieke

Mieke, Mieke

Mieke, Mieke, i love your name,
miss you so much, its insane,
Mieke, Mieke, wish you were here,
asleep in my arms, oh so dear.

~ Yanzer Lee
Dedicated to Mieke

Lalala

Your voice makes me lalala,
Your smile makes me hahaha,
Your glance makes me uh-lala,
Together we shall sing shalala!

~ Yanzer Lee
dedicated to Mieke

Grandma's Advice

Grandma once told me, "In life,
many thing will capture your eyes,
but only few will capture your heart,
These things you pursue no matter what."

~ Yanzer Lee
dedicated to Mieke

My daily routine

Refuse waking,
Eyes closing,
Still dreaming,
That's a "good morning".

Doing nothing,
Kept smiling,
Day dreaming,
What a "meaningful day".

Not eating,
Stars gazing,
Poem writing,
Night in the "shining l'amour'.

~Yanzer Lee
Dedicated to Mieke

When I look into your eyes

When I embrace you,
It feels like rain, so calm and soothing,
It feels like cloud, so soft and tender,
It feels like sunshine, warm and inspiring.

When I look into your eyes,
I see the stars, Oh I'm flying,
I see the sky, Oh I'm in heaven,
I see the ocean, Oh I'm drowning.

When I kiss your lips,
It's hurricane, my mind swirling,
It's tidal wave, my heart swept away,
It's wild fire, my passion fiercely burning!

~Yanzer Lee
Dedicated to Mieke

I miss you

Like the moon misses the stars,
Like the desert misses the rain,
Like the night misses the day,
I miss you, its driving me insane.

~Yanzer Lee
Dedicated to Mieke

The chilly evening, i thought of you.

Wishing upon the evening stars,
to bring me closer to you,
Gazing upon the moon afar,
Wondering if you feel the same too...

Feeling the cool evening breeze,
Wish you were here, we shall embrace,
The wind so chilly, my bone it freezes,
Yet my heart warm with feeling your grace.

~Yanzer Lee
dedicated to Mieke

I await...

i await, for the day you arrive,
i await, for those tender kisses,
i await, for you to color my life,
i await, everyday, in you i misses...

~Yanzer Lee
dedicated to Mieke

Come to me

Fly to my arms wide open,
Sail to the ocean of my heart,
Walk into my secret garden,
Stay in my castle, never depart.

~ Yanzer Lee
Dedicated to Mieke

You made me

You are a poem, you made me a Shakespear,
You are a canvas, you made me a Painter,
You are the Venus, you made me a lover.

~ Yanzer Lee
Dedicated to Mieke

Twice the man

"I search the world to find myself - make myself a man.
I fell into you, and i found us - now I'm twice the man."

~ Yanzer Lee
Didicated to Mieke

Half Moon

Look up at the sky as you read this...

Half the moon in my chilly night,
Incomplete my heart, as i lay..
looking at stars forever bright,
Thinking of you from far away...

Bad girl, Tasty Sheep

You are my bad bad girl,
Daddy's gonna spank,
You'll fel the pain, girl,
And its me you gonna thank.

You better run girl,
For you're my tasty sheep,
You'd turn me into a Tiger,
Mmm.. I'm gonna make you weep.

Whenever, Whatever

Whenever I am stressed,
I'll look at your face smiling back,
Whenever I am mellow,
I'll listen to our song and i feel glad!!

Whatever power you possess,
the charm and calm from far away,
whatever power you possess,
sugar, you'd always made my day!!

~yanzer lee
Dedicated to Mieke

Close My Eyes

Only need i to close my eyes,
then alone i shall be with you,
romancing in the evening sky,
counting stars kissing you.

Only need i to ask my heart,
then the answers shall reveal,
if i the painter, you're my art,
its you... the feelings so real.

~Yanzer Lee

have no idea - by Mieke

I thought I've died already

years ago,,,

It wasn't joke nor comedy

kind of embargo,,,

Trust no one

I'm d Queen of EviL,,,

Became a swan

by a man in a little,,,

Something melt away inside

Something hot,,,

I have to decide

to cry or not,,,

Have no answer

but the tears came out,,,

Now I feel better

No more cloud,,,

A poem by Mieke

June 7th, 2007

Youth - by Mieke

To be an adult,,
That’s so difficult,,

I enjoy my youth still
Marriage is away for thousand mile
As far as I feel,,
I feel luck to be a girl,,

With all of my selfish,,
With all of my attitudes,,
With all of my habits,,
With all of my prostitutes,,

I love me just d way I am,,
And even if I’m changing,,
I’ll change in my way,,

I don’t need to be perfect,,
I don’t need to be smart,,
I don’t need to be pretty,,
I just need myself d way it is,,

A poem by Mieke
Nov, 2005

Love Bites

Oh yeah baby, make me sexy,
yeah burn deep into my skin,
Oh yeah sugar, c'mon bite me,
The pain, the marks, so addictin'

Oh yeah baby, make it last,
yeah give it to me, that feelin'
Lettin' a scar forever it cast,
the pure estacy it remindin'

- Yanzer Lee
Dedicated to Mieke

Dark - by Mieke 05 June 2005

Dark,, Darker than before,,
But I move still,,
Every single step I make,,
Makes no change to me,,

Tryin’ not to fall,,
Tryin’ to find the light,,
Never get there,,
I ask why,, why,, why,,
Still got no answer,,,

It’s getting dark here,,
Could find no body,,
Could hear no sound,,
Could never get there,,

Will somebody find me,,
Take me out of this darkness,,

Or should I find somebody,,

It’s getting dark here,,,
And I wonder no more,,
This is the place I called home,,

But I’m still trying to step out,,
I know I could,,,

~ Mieke : 05 June 2005

Jakarta Sky

Time & Tide passes me by,
Time - a giver, also a thief,
Delivered me those Jakarta Sky,
Stole my heart in time so brief.

Time & Tide passes me by,
Time & Time I wonder why,
Everytime I closes my eyes,
All I see is your Jawa Eyes.


~ Yanzer Lee
Dedicated to Mieke

How do you describe an Angel?

How do you describe an Angel?
But a light at the darkest hell's gate ?
How do you meet an Angel?
But sent by above, met only by fate?
How do you own an Angel?
By setting her free, by letting go.
Only then, love is forever,
For only in the heart and memories,
Our story is immortal.

How do you forget a person who is engraved in you heart.

How do you forget a person who is engraved in you heart.

To forget or not forget, that is the question.

To remember means, fighting in the sea of confusion mixed with pure love and lust, pure feelings that you never shall get, you devil, you evil man. To remember, ah perhaps to have a sweet minute, an innocent tear that reminds you that you are human?

To forget means, to lost yourself, to say to the world i had not loved, truely madly and deeply? How many lifes must one man have to finally found someone? Will my heart grow numb, turn stone perhaps? For only a stone cold heart could forget a person like you. You angel, how dare you come into the devil's live, let me taste that forbiden sweetness.

And now, i am longging for that sweet blood, yet never to get, ever - for the best of both of us.
For we are fire and ice, angel and the devil, ... love and lost.

yanzerism on : Venture

Walking Running Crashing,
A new journey - becoming,
falling trying learning.

Be a man, The Man,
being more than we can,
Be more, be calm, Become.

....Believe.

-yanzer lee

Yanzerism on Mask

"He who wears a mask cannot see within himself."
- unknown author ( LOSER!)

The author of this quote remains "unknown" because with this perspective of thinking, he is bound to be a loser...

To what i think ... In this society, wearing a mask is a basic protection. When time comes with the right person ( real freinds.. etc ) then only shall we reveal the real person behind the mask.

"To a master, a mask is like clothing, worn everyday,
an unique mask for each occasion....
Just like clothing, we only unveil it for special occassions.. ;) "
- Yanzer lee

Yanzerism of death

What I fear most is not death.
What I fear most is simply not being alive.

Time and Tide - org

time n tide passes me by,
i sat and i wonder why,
frens and lovers, hi and bye,
who shall sing my last lullaby.

Yanzerism on path

why chose this path?
why not?

you may suffer
you may not succed

why not?
why live if you never lived?

why not take that easy path?
why not take and not give?

why not?
why not challenge it?
why-why-you-safe-guy?

answer to all the questions:
Because we can choose, so why choose less?

Maybe its you

i miss you i said
are you sure i ask
maybe its true
maybe its loneliness
maybe its you
maybe its just
maybe...

just maybe...
its love that i miss
that feeling
that dizzyness
that desire

or maybe its you?

OLD

Today the black crow fly,
above my temple, beneath my sky,
Yesterday the yellow TIME cry,
above my age, beneath my lies...

puppy love

yellow, blue , grey,
drip drop - run!
towards the pouring.

hands in hands,
soft laughter blinds the rain,
you and me together.

round and round,
our hearts pound and pound,
oh! how sweet life is.

eyes to eyes,
soaked- by rain, by you,
lo! i fall for you...

Save your work frequently

click, click, beep.
docking icons, typing thoughts,
aho! it hung - never saved!!

Lucky Girl

"When I woke up tonight I said
I'm gonna make somebody love me
And now I know that it's you
You're lucky, lucky; you're so lucky!"
- Franz Ferdinand